rpanonmod ([personal profile] rpanonmod) wrote in [community profile] rpanons2016-05-03 11:35 am

You sound fat

Rundown: [community profile] rpanons is an anonymous community for role-play related topics. This place serves as a forum for game discussions, canon discussions, RP solicitations (ATP, game ads, open memes), and advice. The occasional off topic comment is inevitable, but please keep heated social and political topics to their respective communities. Posting them here will only get them frozen. Subsequent threads made to bypass a freeze will then be deleted.

Rules:

Do not post pornographic or shocking images.
Do not share private entries, plurks, chat logs, etc.
Do not use this community as your social/political/hatespeech soapbox.
Do not be redundant. One page does not need three or more threads on one topic/theme. Your unfunny, forced memes also fall under this rule.
Do not treat this comm like your personal therapist. Threads about nonfictional suicide, self injury, rape, and abuse will be deleted. There are better resources out there for you.
Do not treat this comm like your personal Plurk or Twitter. Off-topic happens, but it should be open for discussion and not just a play-by-play of your life. No one cares.
Shut up about Tumblr. If it's not a discussion about Tumblr RP it will be deleted.


CONCERNS | RESOURCES


Navigate:

LATEST PAGE | GAME DISCUSSIONS | CANON DISCUSSIONS | HTML/GRAPHIC HELP

ATP/ENABLE ME | GAME ADVERTISEMENTS | PB SUGGESTIONS | USERNAME SUGGESTIONS

GAME IDEAS | CHARACTER ADVICE | RP WITH ME | TEST DRIVES

CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) 2016-05-05 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
get it off your chest

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) 2016-05-05 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
i realized i'm not joining this one game because a bunch of my friends are in it and i want to avoid them and that made me realize we're probably not as good of friends as i once thought we were

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) 2016-05-05 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
can you get off my rp partner's ass

I'm just looking to rp not steal your SO

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) 2016-05-05 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
so, i don't actually know you. i know of you, and you know of me because we used to share a mutual friend

i used to think the worst of you based on what that mutual friend told me. she'd tell me awful stories about you. i thought you were bigoted, willfully ignorant, a spoiled little sheltered brat, purposely offensive, and a horrible person because she would tell me about how terrible you made her feel. i urged her to drop your sorry ass as a friend. she never listened. i'm pretty sure we even argued with each other even though we've never spoken directly, because she would show me parts of arguments you guys were having and i would put in my two cents, which she would then retype in her own words and send to you

well, now i understand how screwed up that mutual friend is. i understand how she twists context and misunderstands things because, honestly, she's kind of dumb. she's got the biggest victim complex i've seen in years, and i finally realized that i could be completely wrong about you, just like she's making people think the completely wrong thing about me with her lies and exaggerations

you're probably a pretty decent, fun person. i'm sorry for thinking poorly of you even though i had no real evidence to think that. i'm sorry i ever spoke badly of you the few times i actually did, even if it was as simple as "i heard she was a huge bitch"

i won't look at you like you're scum anymore. i won't let the biased whining of a sick person color my perceptions anymore. good luck out there

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) 2016-05-05 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
it's been years. let it go because i have. if you think it's me? it's not. i see vague mentions of me sometimes when i'm bored skimming anon comms like they're a bad tabloid magazine i can't quit but i'm not interested in stirring trouble and bad feelings and never was. i was ignorant and told things by other people and sometimes felt bad because of that. they'd push, prod, and urge and convince me it was worse than it was or some people had vendettas. even with that they were the ones posting shit on the comms about you guys. i sometimes might have spoken in private but it was usually more concern about not being liked and how to fix it.

i don't even rp anymore. i logged into my old account once a few months ago but i didn't end up doing anything because my time is so sucked up by work that i knew i couldn't keep up with a thread. i like the idea of rping and i like the community, but i'm not invested in hurting you or the people you and i knew. any beefs have been squashed on my side, guys. sorry if you can't let it go or someone else is wanking on you with or without a reason for it but it's not me.

just enjoy rping and ignore the shit and the hate.

(Anonymous) 2016-05-05 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
I keep forgetting I play from animu because my character is a black guy.

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) 2016-05-05 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
most of the time i'm pretty sure i don't have a crush on you but sometimes it is GIGANTIC and i wish i would get over this already

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) 2016-05-05 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
you and I used to be thick as thieves, over ten years of friendship. you were my world.

I miss you. I don't want to bother you again, but I do wish sometimes that I knew how you were doing. I loved you once. I just want to know you're doing ok and everything you used to tell me you dreamed of doing.

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) 2016-05-05 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
you're obvious as hell and i always know it's you when you're doing it.

don't worry, you'll get your karma. i'm glad to know you're in such a terrible spot in your life that you still do childish things like this in a sad attempt to bring others to your level.

+1

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 08:38 (UTC) - Expand

+1

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 15:38 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 15:35 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 15:45 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 15:51 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 15:53 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 16:00 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 16:01 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 16:02 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 16:08 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 16:26 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 16:27 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 16:27 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 16:55 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 16:31 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 16:37 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 16:58 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-06 05:27 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 16:04 (UTC) - Expand

Sa

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 16:05 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 16:12 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 16:17 (UTC) - Expand

sa

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 16:18 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 16:33 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 16:37 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 16:51 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 16:52 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) 2016-05-05 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
i'm not sure what exactly you mean to me anymore. it feels like the only thing keeping us in contact is the fact that we're dating; i so rarely get to converse with you casually without you gushing over our relationship or me.

i just want to talk to you. i don't want to talk to someone who "ships us" more than actually interacts with the other. i don't have many other people right now, because i keep to myself; unfortunately, you're starting to fall into that mysterious other who i'm slowly losing contact with. either talk to me directly or don't, you loving dipshit. i can only care about you if you show me a "you" to care about, and a relationship isn't just the statement that we're dating and little else. please acknowledge the fact that we had legitimate chemistry outside of this before you... turned it into whatever this is. i don't want to leave. i miss you again. if you keep doing this, though... i will have to.

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) 2016-05-05 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
You think we don't know, but we do. And you're going to suffer.

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 06:29 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 11:27 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 13:18 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 16:07 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) 2016-05-05 06:29 am (UTC)(link)
we haven't talked in a long time and don't have much in common anymore, so i suppose it's natural if we're nolonger friends.

it's been too long to strike up conversation again without it being awkward, and it would be especially weird to do so just to say a belated goodbye.

i wish you well in all your future endeavors though, old friend. godspeed.

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) 2016-05-05 09:32 am (UTC)(link)
i'm frustrated with how inconsistent my RP partner is but i try to put up with it because of our chemistry. it can be really discouraging sometimes.

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 12:17 (UTC) - Expand

+1

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 13:37 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 20:01 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) 2016-05-05 01:21 pm (UTC)(link)
I did it! I took the boots! They're here, under the floorboards!

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) 2016-05-05 01:30 pm (UTC)(link)
i don't know what i ever did to make you dislike me considering we haven't talked in years and you were always willing to entertain headcanons and aus, but i'm pretty hurt you decided to act the way you did over fictional characters on the internet

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) 2016-05-05 03:43 pm (UTC)(link)
I know you meant it in a friendly rather than romantic way, but when you said you loved me it filled up my heart. I've been keeping these words in my mind like a little treasure. And the thing is I don't want you to mean it romantically, I don't want anything other than what we have right now, except I would like to be able to say it back, and be sure it wouldn't be weird, that you would understand that I mean it just the same way you meant it. We've talked so many times about how frustrated with both are with the world putting romantic relationships on a pedestal over all other relationships, and I just wish I could use the words I want to use to tell you how uniquely precious and important your friendship is to me, without falling into this very same trap.

I love you, and I mean it just the way I want to love someone. I don't want anything to change except to be sure you know that. I hope one day I can find the words to explain.

sex talk

(Anonymous) 2016-05-05 04:05 pm (UTC)(link)
i had a relationship end badly (there's no love lost between us), but it's been about two years and i still fantasize about my ex in order to get off even when i'm with a different guy.

Re: sex talk

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 16:07 (UTC) - Expand

Re: sex talk

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-05 16:16 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) 2016-05-05 06:27 pm (UTC)(link)
I know I'm waiting for you to tag me. I also know you're ignoring me because your other threads include your current potential ships and you can get your fluffy romance.

Still hurts, tho.

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) 2016-05-05 10:39 pm (UTC)(link)
it's only been two months but I miss you. I miss knowing you were there when I needed someone to talk to and hang out with. I say I don't give a shit about how things went down but I think about what I said and wonder if I could've said something different, if I should've paid more attention. but it takes two to tango and I've owed up to my mistakes in it.

I just wish you would realise it's so fucking petty to hold me accountable when it's just as much your fault if not more for not speaking up when you should've.

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) 2016-05-06 01:24 am (UTC)(link)
I'm honestly tired of putting forth all the effort to talk to you. You never do it first. We stopped doing anything rp related together a while ago and I thought that was okay. We could still talk about other things and you'd know I was up for a dumb meme or psl or whatever when the mood struck.

Except you never ask me about anything, you never talk to me. I sincerely wonder if you want to talk to me at all when I message you, because you never make a return effort. So I stopped. I can take a hint, even if you constantly denied such things were hints. I'm not going to be pa and hint back at it to you or something. I'm just getting this out of my head instead of sitting on it.

I miss you and I miss the friends we were. This slow drifting apart is more painful than breaking up with a friend because they hurt you. At least I knew where I stood then.

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) 2016-05-06 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
sometimes i get turned on writing smut, but i'm not one of those people who masturbates in between tags.

because if i get off i completely lose my ability to write smut. :( i gotta wait until i'm done for the night.

is that creepy?

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-06 04:41 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-06 06:19 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-08 04:16 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) 2016-05-06 06:09 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know where you went but it's okay. It's possible our styles didn't mesh in the first place and you didn't want to tell me.

And I'll never know until you do. I won't tag you again because of this -- I feel that I've overstepped my boundaries anyway. But .. it leaves me sad for what could have been.

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-06 07:15 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-06 07:26 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-06 17:39 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-06 19:22 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) 2016-05-06 03:00 pm (UTC)(link)
you weren't even that bad, but slowly cutting low-grade toxic and/or boring people out of a hobby that i don't spend that much time on anyway just makes my life better. so yeah, that's why i don't talk to you anymore.

+1

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-06 15:19 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) 2016-05-06 03:29 pm (UTC)(link)
i make up fake scenarios on here all the time, or i frame up a situation i was in years ago that has nothing to do with rp just to see what discussions it gets going. i rp on anoncomms more than i actually rp in games

most of the time i get paranoid anons commenting on how OBVIOUS! i am, or they lash out because they take it way too personally. it's kind of amazing how many people think a vague friend-problem must be about them or their buttbuddy

i wish i knew the deets behind whatever the hell you guys' drama is, because it always sounds juicy

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-06 17:14 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-06 17:35 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-09 02:28 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-09 02:38 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-06 17:43 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-06 17:58 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) 2016-05-06 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
i'm trying not to tell you this every day; you don't need the reassurance and it's probably a little needy for me to want to constantly express it. but sometimes the thought of you just makes me happy for no reason and it's this or burst into song.

good morning! i like you a lot.

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-07 15:06 (UTC) - Expand

Re: CONFESSIONS

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-08 04:13 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-10 01:08 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

(Anonymous) - 2016-05-18 06:54 (UTC) - Expand