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Snowblind

the great war
extra credits (mostly for the extra history stuff)
blind wave
stoned gremlin productions (cinema snob)
nerd reactor

Honestly, it's a behavior pattern that I think is very common for many BNFs. They let a little popularity get to their heads and then basically start thinking their shit don't stink and treat people horribly. When I saw all the CC wank hit FW all I could think was that it seemed like they must factory produce these people en masse or something.

every tiny little thing feels like a huge snub. intellectually i know i'm being stupid but it keeps happening. how do i quit being such a delicate flower?

It was like walking through a Twilight Zone portal into a backwards dimension where people were incapable of acting like normal logical human beings.

I just hated it. I still have no regrets about dropping all that popularity and walking away. I stopped focusing on fandom stuff and focused more on my schoolwork in college and that's something I definitely don't regret because I did well in school and have a nice career now. I also learned to cut out people like that and surround myself with nice, decent people as friends both online and off.

isn't snowblind almost a year old now

or are you trolling

can anyone rec some games that are good for character development? whether they're action/horror/sol.

in b4 "you can do character development in any game" because some places are better for it than others and I'm curious

does this happen often, or are you just in a bad/pmsy mood right now?

theres no lyrics but i havent been able to stop listening to this narration-free version of fallout 4's opening cinematic since i discovered it. it's just so much better without that opening monologue

Behavior is one thing but the "awful YA book" is pretty specific.

I keep forgetting I play from animu because my character is a black guy.

it's worse right now because i'm in a shit mood, but it's lowkey always there. i never let myself hold these snubs against anyone or even react to them outwardly because i know in my head they're not real, but it'd be great if i could stop feeling it in the first place.

therapy and/or medication tbh

empatheias is a great game for character development and actually one of the key points of the game.

The eyes will forever haunt my nightmares

No, I was actually pretty young at the time, younger than a lot of the BNFs I was hanging with who were in their late 20s and even 30s. IIRC the fics I wrote started getting traction when I was about 18 and I think I was only about 19-20 when I bailed. Most of it's long since taken down so I can't even check dates now. It all happened when I was in college and I was living on campus without a car so I really didn't have a way of meeting up with anyone and then by the time I graduated and had a car, I already had backed away from it all.

That was another thing that made it all so surreal. I was actually fairly young, closer to the age of a lot of the teen fans in our little crossover fandom than the ages of my fellow BNFs, and these people throwing tantrums were close to 10 years my senior, if not older. I think one of them was even 40 so she was twice my age.

That was part of why I felt like I couldn't handle it. I just wasn't emotionally equipped to navigate everything at that age.

as hard as it can be I'd recommend talking to people and clearing the air

I have pretty bad anxiety but being more communicative with people has helped shut up some of the more irrational thoughts

fluent: english, japanese
conversational: french, german
basic: russian, swahili, latin, brazilian portuguese

so with eight accounted for my last two are irish gaelic because it's cool and american spanish because it's likely to be useful.

I never said it was YA. It was a fantasy book but it wasn't YA. And it wasn't HP fandom.

A lot of fanfic BNFs hold delusions of being big shot original authors, and a lot of people who write fic share original writing. That's how it's always been. She wasn't even the only one in that group that shared original writing, she was just the one that flipped the most at crit.

I like it more than most of 6B of the walking dead. Which probably isn't saying that much since I hated that. I honestly went into this show without many expectations, not expecting another TWD so maybe that's why I'm actually kind of enjoying it so far.

Most of the characters are irritating but I've really warmed up to Nick the last few episodes and Victor is fascinating enough for me to want to find out what his deal is.

It's not great but I think it has potential which is why I'm sticking it out. That and I have no hbo to watch GoT...

DIY channels
cooking how to channels
analog drawing progresses

bipolar I or II?

would have to track it down, they went on a blocking, delete their comments, and anon blocking path

Rule #1: Realize that everyone has these feelings to some degree or another, especially in a place like this because DWRP is filled to the brim with insecure, anxious social rejects. They're as scared of you as you are of them.

And it's never going to go away completely for the same reason, but working around it is something you can practice and gain more confidence from. Encourage yourself to speak up, open up, and make friendly with people that you feel irrationally snubbed by, and over time it'll get easier.

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You sound fat

Re: LITTLE HADES

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=THYbNAmlwP0

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Re: IF YOU COULD SNAP YOUR FINGERS AND INSTANTLY KNOW 10 LANGUAGES, WHICH WOULD YOU CHOOSE?

Rebecca | One Piece

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fellow bipolar anon here

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