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someone told me about wig wank in the frozen cosplay fandom and i thought it was just a problem of bringing to rl a color on the screen

but now i see people describing elsa as white haired in rp tags and i have to wonder if they haven't seen a blond head never before in their lives, damn

Why do I look good in the mirror, but then when I try to take a picture of myself, I look weird?

i've been making my own bread

this was an excellent decision

Fetishes having weird nicknames is so expected I'm surprised every time one is exactly what it sounds like. Like, burning. It's just burning people.

I'm curious about which people think is best when it comes to manga icons. Do you prefer colored or B/W?

https://www.facebook.com/bodybuildersagainsttipping

who is the hot grandpa from jojos bizarre adventure

i'm graduating and getting a real person job and i'm so excited to shop for furniture and decorate my apartment anons

i'm making wishlists on amazon and ikea and pinning lots of stuff on pinterest i'm gonna have the cutest life ever

i'm so sick of being called a flake by anons

nobody's ever came to my hmd about this apparently huge problem and i do my best to tag as much as i can but it never seems to be enough to wipe that label off

ugh for the first time in forever i actually want to rp something, got excited and made a journal, but it doesn't seem anyone from my canon is around to play

i know im being impatient but im just excited! hurry up guys

I'm new to role playing and would greatly appreciate any help getting started.

can anyone offer some friend advice?

one of my best online friends of several years got into a relationship (also online) a few months ago and since then, it's been really noticeable how much more time she spends with her new girlfriend. she never contacts me or initiates topics first anymore, and our conversations are short and getting more impersonal by the day. we still share a ton of interests and definitely weren't drifting before all of this happened, which is why i know it's the relationship that changed it.

i know this is an extremely common thing, friends getting pushed aside for new relationships, and that it's new enough that they could very well just be in their honeymoon phase. however, i miss her a lot and i can't help but resent her girlfriend for it. should i just suck it up and allow us to drift further apart, hoping she comes back eventually? a part of me really wants to talk to her about it because i feel really dishonest hiding this bitterness when we're usually so open with each other, but i also realize that i might just send her on an unwarranted guilt trip. more awkward tension is the last thing i want to shove between us.

tl;dr: i miss my friend. is there anything i can do?

has dear_mun died? it seems way slower than it used to be. ive been out of rp for a while, where do people go to voicetest?

I haven't looked at wankgate in about three months... am I missing anything?

I am so tired of not forseeing issues with something my character does, and when other characters rightly call out mine on it, I get like really nervous and upset about it. Like, what the hell, self, you're not your character, they can survive criticism, why the hell does your social anxiety get worse than offline.

I thought I was over character bleed like this, it's just embarrassing by now.

Anons, tinned soup in a tupperware pot. Been in the fridge a week, looks fine, smells fine. To eat or not to eat?

Bubbles is the sister of Krystal ( star fox game character) she is bit taller then her sister. She loves to flirt with bad boys and is real good dancer at night clubs,She is the daughter Vincet Ferdate and granddaughter of Lucilius Ferdate

dumb plurk question: my account says I have 23 people added, but only 20 actually show up on the list. what does that entail? (i don't care about unfollows/unfriends fyi, i just want to know what's up.)

i'm in a really bad spot today. i don't want to tell my friends and especially not vent on plurk or whatever because i'm embarrassed and also feel it'd just look like a ploy for attention or something. i'm hoping opening up anonly will help with my mindset so i don't do something stupid...i've already relapsed really badly back into my eating disorder as is.

but i'm honestly feeling suicidal, and i hate to say that lately i've been feeling this way about half the days of the week for the last month. the rest of the time i am pretty much devoid of any emotion at all. ive basically resigned myself that it's not a question of if, but when and how. this morning was already bad, but then i went on tumblr and something very badly triggered me. i am generally very thick-skinned but some pretty traumatic and fucked up shit happened to me recently, so sometimes i am just set off by random shit. it's hard to articulate, but it just throws me into this spin where i'm reliving shit and basically bad feels all around that can last for days or even a week. during that time i am prone to making lots of bad life choices, too.

i know i need help (working on getting into therapy...sort of, but only because people in my life want me to be). i've struggled with depression off and on my whole life, but always managed to just pull myself out of it eventually, until now. but i don't even really care and honestly wish i weren't too much of a wuss to jump in front of a moving train. i feel like an asshole because i have people that do love and care about me, but i like a hopeless case; and my problems run so much deeper than people realize (i've managed to keep my ED a secret for over a decade, for instance. among other things). so i'm not sure they're fixable, that i'll just be another person swimming against the tide of mental illness and addictions for the rest of her life, slowly sucking the life out of everyone around her. and i've just been so high functioning for so many years (college degree, good career, friends), that i've conned everyone into thinking i'm somewhat normal, though that's been steadily unraveling the last couple years.

so i feel i should just save just myself and everyone the trouble of all that shit. i'm still planning how i want to carry it out (down to between two methods), but at the same time part of me keeps putting it off until after this or that event or gathering, subconsciously stalling i guess, maybe not a bad thing. part of me knows i am wrong, this is wrong and i need to speak up to someone to save myself... i but don't want to worry anyone, or even worse be committed to a psych ward--i had a parent that attempted suicide multiple times so i know what it's like to be on the other end of that. and then everyone would be on alert about every little thing, and wanting to stop me. i actually did try alluding my feelings my best friend recently, but probably not very effectively as i only made a vague comment about not thinking i'd live much longer, and in another conversation arranging "jokingly" for her to take care of my pet should something happen to me (except i was completely serious, as that was one of my main concerns. i know he'll be in good hands now.) but i just can't burden her with that, as much as i want her support, she has her own life to live. i've just been trying to act like everything's okay, that im getting back to normal me, the concern in people's eyes is really what's the worst...

i'm not sure why i wrote this...catharsis maybe, or actually throwing it out into the universe. i don't think any of my friends read this comm, at least i hope not. but if any anons have been in my position before, it would be helpful to hear where you're at now, thanks

inb4 "just do it fgt" etc.

i wish dw would save entries you were working on

i keep closing the window by accident and losing everything on my app

is there a meme based off of TiMER already?

and if not, would you be interested in one?

Would any anons be up for sharing apps they've written that they're proud of? Or perhaps linking to other players' apps they thought were exemplary? I'm writing my own app for the first time in a couple of years, and it's kicking my ass. Of course I know what to write about my character, but knowing how to present the information and what tone to take with it is hard.

Failing that (since I can think of many reasons why people wouldn't want to share theirs or other peoples' apps on an anoncomm -- this request is really just a "well, might as well try" kind of deal), what are the things you most like or dislike to see in a game application?

what's the deal with people who don't get that old things don't reflect new things

like if someone draws the "current" disney princesses a few years ago, they'll get dipshits asking "omg but what about frozen???"

or someone drawing a fake pokemon and getting some dumbass commenter asking "uhhhh wouldn't this be better as a fairy type??" when fairy types didn't fucking exist when it was drawn

GOD DAMN

I wish you could post emojis here.

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