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Re: LETTERS YOU'LL NEVER SEND

[(Anonymous)]

i keep trying to write out a letter but i'd rather share my thoughts with you. i worry reading any of this elsewhere would upset you (honestly, i hope you've forgotten me and don't think about me anymore. i think that's the best end i can ask for) but i can't message you, so i just keep writing letters and leaving them in my drafts only to delete them later. i think that's probably better

i don't think you know you hurt me well before i spoke up because the truth is it was my responsibility to tell you when you did. maybe instead of swallowing it and letting it fester i should've been honest, before it became a bigger problem. i just thought i should learn to be okay with it, because i didn't realize you wanted to be friends until you used the word yourself, and that was at the very end. it didn't really feel like you treated me like one, but maybe i was just blinded by my hurt

i wasn't sure what to say when you were saying goodbye. it was warranted and better than i deserved, but i wish i said that the things i wanted to take time to look into and research weren't just about better coping mechanisms for my disorder but also how it can affect the people around me. i thought if i read what other people said, even if they weren't you, i could understand your perspective better and how i might be hurting you, then avoid it or at least be more aware of myself. i didn't want to hurt you or play games with you, i didn't want to make you cry. i wish i told you how much i liked hanging around you, or even a fraction of the nice things i thought about you

it's understandable you didn't want to try anymore though, because i hurt you over what was nothing, and my mh is my own responsibility. i wish i could take it all back, explain myself better or just keep it all in instead, but it's way too late for that

Re: LETTERS YOU'LL NEVER SEND

[(Anonymous)]

i hate that this could've been written to me by someone in my past and it hurts that there's no way i could know for sure.

but as someone who could be on the other end of this - with letters of my own i'll never send - i hope you move on. bitter feelings may still be there, and i'm sorry too for my part in hurting you, but i've move on too. i only wish the best for you now.

Re: LETTERS YOU'LL NEVER SEND

[(Anonymous)]

i don't want to cause you any unnecessary hurt, anon, so i'll say a little more. it was less than a year ago, if what happened with you was longer ago than that it wasn't me

Re: LETTERS YOU'LL NEVER SEND

[(Anonymous)]

this is pretty sad anon, im sorry :( an almost-friendship is tough, sounds like you guys had pretty different communication styles, so probably for the best.