You've decided to play out the aftermath of in game trauma with your character by turning him into a raging asshole who attacks anyone who tries to help him and emotionally manipulates his friends into feeling guilty for not caring about him.

I don't know how to say this to your face so I'll say it here: this is making playing with you emotionally draining and a complete chore and I'm starting to dread being tagged by you. If I knew this was going to be the outcome I never would have volunteered to help you with this plot. Your justification for this is weak and it's been going on for far too long. I hope you figure out soon why everyone is avoiding you.