rpanonmod ([personal profile] rpanonmod) wrote in [community profile] rpanons2013-07-02 12:06 pm

Countdown to free!dom

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Re: da

(Anonymous) 2013-07-02 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
i hope that you will! i hope very much that you will still feel this way. i guess i'm poorer at taking the bad with the good, since i have few accomplishments to my name and frankly i don't like myself, which does make it more difficult to accept. every few months, i hop back into the hospital because i'm either too low or too high, the insomnia is completely wrecking my body, and the fear that i'll begin to hallucinate again is almost as bad as the hallucinations. i've ruined my chances with countless family and friends, i've obliterated my bank account so many times that it's taken a big toll on my living situation, and i somehow seem to have missed out on that famed bipolar intelligence, so i don't have anything brilliant or creative to console myself with. i guess it's just like getting a bad hand at cards.

therapy would probably help. i should get therapy.