I keep trying to start fun things with plurk mutuals but have better luck tagging strangers.

People keep hyping up my ideas and then ignoring them when I follow through.

I'm starting to feel like I'm being made fun of. Like they're responding sarcastically and really think the ideas are stupid but letting me think they're earnest about it and laughing when I actually do them.

I know that's in my head, but it was done to me IRL as a kid/teenager often enough that it's hard not to get the same feeling, even when I know better.

And then I feel bad for thinking people here would do that.