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entered in a contest where the winners are finally being announced. a bunch of my friends got notification emails today saying they've placed. i got all excited when i came home to a bunch of unread emails, but they all turned out to be adverts.

i'm torn between feeling really irrationally bummed out (they usually take a few days notifying everyone, so i could find out tomorrow or the day after) and extremely anxious. i don't even know if i placed or not and it's pretty damn presumptuous to think of myself as waiting for a notification, but-- but--

aaaaaaaaaaaargh. and it's a contest that's a moderately big deal too.

sorry anoncomm, just wanted to vent. tell me about whatever you're anxious/sad about, irrational or not.

Feeling sort of bummed out and worried a bunch of old RP friends don't really care for me anymore. Everyone rushes to give a mutual friend asspats when she whines about how she thinks she sucks too badly at RPing to app to all the new games some of us are going to, but if I were to plurk anything remotely similar not a single one would give a damn.

Essentially, I'm sad because no one is paying attention to me, and it's really fucking stupid but I can't help it.

Also still waiting to hear back from some mods about my app to a game.

it's okay, anon. i've felt the same way waaaay more times than I would like to admit.

it is stupid to feel like that but then it's easy to feel excluded in the situation you described. so, stupid but understandable.

I was just going on about how I wished my friends would try to enable me sometimes in a thread on the first page, so I feel you, anon. And because I'm not a person that usually whines, I feel all the worse for it.

this is me right now. ANd it's with anything, really. No one responds to memes, several people post "Good morning!" plurks and get 50 comments, I post one and I get one, maybe, but usually none.

It's really frustrating and has got me pretty upset. It's happening in games too, people are suddenly tagging me a lot less and I feel like it's something I've done even though I...haven't done anything I can recall?

I'm hoping it's just FEELINGS and that a weekend of relaxation will help me. ):

i need to go see a doctor but i don't have the money

i don't know what's going to happen

It should be okay, OP. Not too long ago I went to the doctor when I couldn't afford it. I was afraid of what I would do with the bill since there was no way I could afford it all at once, but it turns out a lot of doctors and hospitals do payment plans. It still wasn't cheap ($150 a month for me--I had an ear infection that gave me vertigo and required a trip to the ER, IVs and everything), but it wasn't as awful as it could be.

So... Just go. You'll figure something out once you're better.

Also remember hospital bills can't accrue interest so you don't have to worry about paying them off faster to avoid them costing you more.

Oh, right! I forgot all about that. That was another lifesaver.

try looking into charities that help with medical bills. long shot, but just try.

i always have this persistent dread that something bad is going to happen to me but i don't know what. some days it's only nagging at the back of my mind but sometimes it's so intense that i don't want to do anything for fear of something going wrong, which i know sets me up for failure anyway. i'm fully aware it's irrational and stupid but i just don't know what to do.

anon, it's not stupid. is there any way you could see a doctor and talk about it? it sounds like you might have an anxiety disorder or something along those lines :c at any rate, feel better soon and try to hang in there!

i have this too, anon

i think it might be related to emotional trauma of some kind.

i don't know about your life, but it might be something to consider. it could also just be general anxiety, and you might want to look into treatment if it's getting bad.

Getting a bit anxious because I've been unable to work this past week due to technical issues in my new apartment. I work from home so need working phone and net to be able to actually work. I have net, but no phone and it's basically been fighting with the phone company and apartment management to try and get it working and making no progress at all and that's making me a bit anxious.

an event i'm running soon is a bit light on signups, and it's one that'll work better with more people :/

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