rpanons | 007

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i was afraid of joining the game at first out of fear of disappointing you

now i'm anxious because i feel like i'm disappointing you (and plenty of other people) and i feel like i should drop or something because you deserve so much better

Giggle.

huh?

I legit hate dealing with people like you. Especially if you end up being the sort of person who ultimately drops because I 'deserve so much better' when I'm perfectly fine with the situation as is.

i'm sorry, my op probably makes it seem worse than it is. i'll be obvious to my castmate but...

i'm usually okay with my roleplaying, i'm just going through a bunch of crap right now (some of which involves me being a "disappointment" and it's making me feel like complete shit) and i have no motivation to do almost anything rp-wise.

i just don't want to feel like a disappointment to anyone else, and it doesn't help that i play their really important castmate.

You got your reasons, which I respect, but I still can't fucking stand it. Think of it as my RP confession.

My canonmate and I were trying to bring in a third person and they started playing the 'I don't want to disappoint you' card and it's like...shut the motherfuck up and stop spreading that shit around. If you were gonna disappoint us we, idk...probably wouldn't be telling you to go for this game. If you don't want to go for the game, just fucking say it and I'll back off, but don't give this mixed signal but I really wanna app but I don't wanna disappoint you bullshit because there's a limit to how much ass I'm willing to fucking stroke.

understandable.

i hope i don't seem that whiny to my friend though. i'm definitely not saying "omggggggg /)_(\ i think i m-might drop??? wjaegjref;ds i don't want to disappoint you, QQ plz don't hate meee, can i have asspats now" to her. and i definitely wasn't as annoying when/before i apped.

at least i hope not. she knows she can tell me when i'm being an obnoxious dipshit.

Then you oughta trust her if she can tell you when you're being an obnoxious dipshit. If she thinks she can do better and you're seriously disappointing you, she'd just probably say it, right?

i guess you're right about that. thank you, anon.

maybe i'm just having trouble thinking straight because of all these FEELINGSSSSSSSSSSS

Cut the guilt-tripping crap. Spend your energy finding ways to improve yourself, get over it, or give up and drop.

like i said to the anon above, i'm not being annoying and guilt-trippy about it (or i hope i'm not). i don't like to ask for asspats and shit that often.

i'm upset by something completely unrelated to rp/the internet, so all i can really do is try to ignore/avoid whatever it is and try to cheer myself up. i just fucking hate this slump i'm in and i feel like i'm failing everyone by putting off my tags and everything.

i know i'm taking rp too seriously, i just don't want to feel bad about one more thing i'm "failing" at.

...i'm guilt-tripping in this reply, aren't i?

Pretty much what everyone else said. Join or drop, but don't waffle and hiatus and drag your feet and ultimately push blame on other people because you were easily enabled.

I don't mean to sound harsh, but you chose to go through with it. Own it.

oh, i've already joined. i thought i implied that but i guess not, sorry about that.

i haven't gone on hiatus yet but i've been in a slump for a few days and i feel shitty about it.

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