it sounds a little like you need a break from this character for a little while or at least some of your threads. if this is a game, maybe go on hiatus for a bit? if it’s psls, maybe tell your partners you need a break and will get back to stuff later

in the meantime, maybe focus on another character or bakerstreet or do a rpa ad or something

i also don’t mind helping out and trying to thread something lighter or at least like closer to what you feel like playing right now, whether that’s your character getting comforted or just a casual thread