pretty frustrated. my period started today, a whole week and a half before it usually does, and since i hadn't been expecting it i was wearing a nice pair of white underwear. i scrubbed it for over half an hour and my fingers are all red and sore now, but you can still tell where the blood was when you hold it up to the light. it'd be nice if i could have pretty clothes without them inevitably getting ruined, but i guess that's just not my life.