god all of this is me. i feel like i'm constantly adjusting to what everyone on my plurklist would find the most palatable and it's still like shouting into a void. i know internet friendships can be flaky or whatever but constantly feeling left out hurts. i took a break recently but then it was a matter of being cut off altogether which was difficult in a different way.

so you gotta choose the lesser of two evils, anon. deactivate for a while and see how you feel? and i'm sorry you're in this boat too. it's a shitty ride to be on.