i made this mistake and apped characters i wasn't interested in playing into games i didn't want to for the sake of playing with friends

it's never worth it

all of my worst rp experiences were in games and with characters i slogged along with to make my friends happy

i don't let myself get enabled anymore anywhere and just look for games i want to play even if it ends up making my friends butthurt when i say no

i think the worst part is that these friends always were flaky people that need an ac hanging over their heads to tag me consistently

i feel stupid for chasing after them when they don't have enough interest in rping together to keep up with playing with me outside of a game structure