I feel awful when I can tell I'm getting jealous over my in-game ship partner shipping with other people.
And wow I don't mean that in the sense of "YOU CAN'T PLAY OR SHIP WITH ANYONE BUT ME" posessiveness, I mean when we have a thread or several going (especially backtags) in-game and they're prioritizing multiple ships in memes and keeping me waiting for weeks in our actual game for even the tiniest response. The ship they were so excited to play with me and "can't stop gushing over!!!" when really they can't be bothered to get to minimal or CR-driving tags that are important to further this along. And then they end up dropping the threads.
The fact that they were so excited to play out the ship with me doesn't help either. Was it fake? Did I turn out to be a shitty ship partner and they won't break it off?
I feel like such an asshole for being bothered by this. :(
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And wow I don't mean that in the sense of "YOU CAN'T PLAY OR SHIP WITH ANYONE BUT ME" posessiveness, I mean when we have a thread or several going (especially backtags) in-game and they're prioritizing multiple ships in memes and keeping me waiting for weeks in our actual game for even the tiniest response. The ship they were so excited to play with me and "can't stop gushing over!!!" when really they can't be bothered to get to minimal or CR-driving tags that are important to further this along. And then they end up dropping the threads.
The fact that they were so excited to play out the ship with me doesn't help either. Was it fake? Did I turn out to be a shitty ship partner and they won't break it off?
I feel like such an asshole for being bothered by this. :(