luckily i don't live with my parents anymore but i'm visiting family for the holidays and they're here too (their roommate's family is visiting and their roommate doesn't want the family to assume they're dating because they're living together but at least they're giving my parent enough money to stay in a motel room for a while) and i just can't stand it.

i don't want to od to kill myself but god i am just depressed as hell dealing with this and i don't want to leave feeling depressed about this.