it's not so much plotting as much as it is just actual conversation. we've had two characters app into our cast and no one mentioned it to me, I found out secondhand. :( it just felt really alienating.

though it's not so bad because I know it's not personal and probably not even something that crossed anyone's mind. I just feel really alone over here. it's probably 100% my own stuff

tbh I'm still having some difficulty getting into the game as a whole. I'm so bad at talking to people :(